I think , I think when it's all over , it just comes back in flashes , you know ? It's like a kaleidoscope of memories , it just all comes back , but he never does . I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen . It's not really anything he said , or anything he did . It was the feeling that came along with it , and craziest thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again , but I don't know if I should . I knew his world moved too fast , and burned too bright , but I just thought , how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks ... so much like an angel when he smiles at you . Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him , it was losing me. I don't know if you know who you are untill you lose who you are .